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Bargh...I was talking way too much on the phone today, but man was it addicting. xP

Let see, I accidently woke up Sakura and her brother today since I phone them xD (sorry again! =P), Richard phoned and talked to him and then talked to Nick. Man...I talk to Nick way too much on the phone over nothing, honestly. ^^; Oh well, at least there's something to talk about then. I think in total I talked a good 4 hours away today. Let inculding talking to my neighbour, I would think so. Too much...my left hand started to hurt a lot afterwards. ;-;

Oh well, going to see everyone tommorrow I think. =3 I hope so, but then that's alright. Going shopping~! ^^

I love Kelly Clarkson's song, I love her voice and everything else I can somehow relate too, espically her new song, 'Breakaway'. ^^

Lots of things happened this week and I've been feeling rather slug-ish and tired out of my mind. ><*** I'll give a proper report maybe tommorrow. =P

[edit] I am sick...I'm starting to enjoy Britney Spear's 'Outrageous'. ><;

Outrageous, my shopping spree

...I fail to see the brillance of this song and yet I'm enjoying it. ><; School can't come fast enough.

First day of school. very typical, nothing special really. I feel kind of alone throughout my classes and a lot more free since I have spare, I think I should have something, but I rather not risk it though. =P Anyways, I should've been spending my spare doing my homework, but instead we brought my cousin over to try to install Word, but our computer hates Word, so then we decided no to do anything to it. ><;

While he was here, we kept talking about waist sizes and stuff. He kept saying how he's a 30, but then when he checked his pants, he was actually a 32. xD Big difference! Haha...I kept teasing him how no girl would want a guy who has a 32 waist size, they would rather have a guy with a 30. And then since he's going to university, I think he woudl probably gain or lose some weight. He siad he'll probably be around 35-ish in teh future, so then I said it would make his chances even worse with the ladies. =P He kept insisting how big pants and his waist size makes him appear 'bigger' and more 'powerful', but I think it just makes it look fatter. xD I think he eventually got kind of offended, but I think he knows I'm teasing. xD Teehee~!

My spare is being placed in great use...^^;

Well, more of like inspired by reading The Princess Diaries, but still. I think about two weeks ago I finished reading The Priness Diares II: Princess in the Spotlight. ^^ Very easy reading, I admit, nonetheless, it's amusing to read. =P

Anyways, I remember when Kenney asked out Mia, she obvisouly didn't want to, but then as her Grandmere always said, "What can't kill you, only makes you stronger." It's so true now that I think about what I've been through, I haven't died or anything, if anything, I should be getting stronger. I'm starting to belive it and starting to sort of go by it. Haha...it's sort of like my own personal motivational quote. xD Anyways, I feel a little bit more level-headed, not thinking terribly so much or being as naive and innocent, yet it still remains there though. I guess I am a little bit too innocent, where I fall too easily into things in what people say. I trust people way to easily. =/

Nyah...I spend way too much time with my brother. ^^; He was screeching to "Bring Me To Life" by Evanessence, while I was rapping to it. xD Typical day, ne?

Alright, I know that King of Nerds, Sakura, Oph and I have been calling each other 'lan lui' the longest of times and its actually interesting. I don't mind and I respond to that.

Today though, when I came home from school, I saw some people fixing the room. They were throwing things down from the roof and although they were suppose to aim for the bin, but then of course, there's no 100% sure right? So then they stopped when I was approahing it door and the guy who was throwing the stuff from my roof all of a sudden was like "Hi 'lan lui." o-O; Er...I kindly said "Hi" back, but then its just plain weird for me.

Lets leave the 'lan lui' calling among friends...^^;

Hm...I was just looking at LELOLA's update and I saw a picture of Tai, Matt and Izzy from Digimon and it makes me really miss it now. =( I remember adoring Matt to death, he was just so cute~! ^^ I remember watching the first season and debating whether I should watch Pokemon or Digimon, and now looking back at it, I really wish more shows was like Digimon. I wish there was more Matt. ;-; I watched up to the third season and just lost interest in the fourth season, since then I haven't really watche dmuch anime aside from Inuyasha and Shaman King. =/ *sigh*

I don't need any more reality television. I would love to watch more anime, but then I don't have the time to watch the ones that my cousin gave me. ;-; I'll have to return and then beg for it back later ><;

Anyways, I shoudl really get back and finish my English...it's never going to get done at this rate. Luckily, I was able to find some examples. On a different note, I hate Works...I miss my Word so much. ;-;

Haha...I guess it's a couple of tings that I consider myself. ^^; But then its true in many of ways I guess. I try not to let things like people saying things about me get too much in my head. Afterall, it doesn't matter in the end of the day, I have much bigger things to worry about. In the end though, it does bother me nonetheless. It'll stay there for awhile and I guess it stays there, but I don't worry or bother about it until I just forget about it. Nyah.

I don't know, I just got a little annoyed when I was talking to someone and then she mentioned how someone said, "Screw Karen...". It shouldn't bother me, since it isn't anything, but it does. Perhaps it's because I don't hear a lot of things like that and at the end of the day, it does, I can't help it. *sigh*

Nobody likes it when someone says something behind your back. Nobody likes it when something negative is said about you. Nobody wants that to happen espically if you know the person well enough. It's just so fusterating sometimes becuase I can't igonre it! =(

I just need to vent it out, I'll be alright at the end though. ^^